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I hadn't realized that Big Bang started!!!! Big Bang is my favourite time of year! ALL THE STORIES!

a shout-out and a huge thank you to the first person who ever thought to write jared/jensen knotting fic. thereby starting the bestest trend in fiction ever. amen.

now, if more people in the one direction community would jump on board that would be bloody fantastic.

when you're in the middle of reading fic and ao3 decides to stop working.

sure it was bedtime, at the time. but dammit.

ugh.

*bangs head against desk*

Why can't I write? I used to be able to write. The stories weren't necessarily good but. I could string a few sentences together.

And now? Now, I have ideas, I have images. I can see the story and sometimes I can hear the story.

But.

These days, I have trouble going from one sentence to another.

Going from one to another in a way that flows well and is coherent.

And if I had that ability, if I could just string sentences together. I think I'd be all right.

Well, that. And the ability to describe things.





ps. I'm hoping that bitching about it helps.

There is a prompt drabble challenge extravganza going on over at teenwolf_slash here.

And so far I've written a couple silly Derek/Stiles drabbles or well, a drabble and a fictional conversation.

I feel good about this because a) I've been wanting to write something for awhile now (and when I say "write" I mean my silly little things that I write and not like an epic story) and b) people are replying which for me is almost always surprising and lovely

Come join the fun!

Do it! Do it now!

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I miss the days when there was a convention and my flist would be FLOODED with pictures of Jared and Jensen. There was a convention this weekend and my flist is DRY! Or, some expression of words that implies that there are no new pictures of Jared and Jensen. Jesus Christ, people!

*over dramatic cry*

I still really enjoy looking at Jared and Jensen.

Are people not going to Conventions? Not taking pictures? Not sharing them?

I don't understand!

Thank you for the Big Bang recs. :)

What Sam/Dean BB have you enjoyed? I think I'd like to read one now or at least get started on one before bed. I'd prefer one that was full of porny and plotty goodness. What would you recommend?

What is your favourite porny (well written), kind of plotty (well written), sort of long Sam and Dean fic of the moment?

Has there been any new (or newish) Jared and Jensen long and epic fic posted that you've enjoyed?

Please provide links.

Jensen falls in love with Sam. (Not an AU)


It's about a week into filming the pilot and they're breaking for lunch.

Jensen says, 'So, I'm kinda gay.'
Jared smiles, raises an eyebrow. 'Just, 'kinda'?
Jensen sighs, relieved. 'Okay. Mostly. 96 percent.'
'You seeing anyone?' Pauses before, 'Hey, I thought you had a girlfriend.'
'Nah, there's just a girl who's a friend. And no. Not seeing anyone.'


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'You look, I dunno ... You look smitten, Jensen.' Jared teases.
Jensen smiles. Walks away without saying anything.
Jared catches up, puts his hand on Jensen's shoulder stopping him. 'There a new guy?' He asks.
'No. Er, well there is someone but I don't think he knows I'm alive.'
'That can't be true. Tell me about him.'
'He's perfect, Jared. Tall, strong and beautiful with an old soul.'
'He gotta name? A job?'
'Sam. He uh, he hunts.'
Jared stares at Jensen, not sure if he's hearing what he's hearing. Waiting for the punchline.
'I'm going to my trailer,' Jensen says after Jared doesn't say anything. 'I'll see you later?'
'Yeah. Yeah. Of course.'

* * *

It's about a month later when Jensen brings up Sam again.

'Dude. You should've seen Sam today he was amazing.'
Jared laughs. 'I know, I was there.'
Jensen cocks his head to the side. 'You were? Why didn't you come say, "Hi."?'
'Are you all right?'
'Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?'
'Jensen? You do know that I'm Sam, right? I mean that I play Sam just like you play Dean.'
'No. Sam is Sam and you're Jared.'
'Yes, but I'm also Sam. You're Jensen and Dean. I'm Jared and Sam.'
'You like him, don't you?'
'Like who?'
'Sam!'
'I uh, I don't hate myself.'
'You want him to like you and not me. You're not even gay!'
'Jensen! Listen to me. I AM Sam.'
'No, you're an asshole.'

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Someone write that for me, okay? But you know, better and more details and more plot! I don't know how it reads up there but in my head it's a little bit sad. Kind of twisted and slow. Clearly, Jensen is a tad bit delusional. He understands that he's Jensen and Dean but when it comes to Sam and Jared they're two totally completely separate people and he doesn't pay attention to the fact that he's never seen the two of them together. And he falls in love with Sam. 'Course he can never be with Sam, obviously.

Please. It could be a good story. *encourages someone ... anyone*

rustydog posted some pictures of her trip to the zoo and there's giraffe porn or just mating, however you'd like to view it. :p

The pictures are gorgeous.

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*makes grabby hands at the big bang fics* Hurry up. I'd like to read a lot of you.