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and she babbled about nothing
Oct. 3rd, 2009 08:21 pm
I want to be Pig's friend. I do.
I saw Zombieland today. I enjoyed it but not as much as I thought I would. Came home and watched My Sister's Keeper. And I liked that too but didn't cry as much as I thought I would. Hmm.
I can't make icons anymore. And I don't think ... am fairly sure that no one cares, which is good. I mean, I can still make them for myself I just don't have any motivation or active muse to make batches. Still, sometimes I kind of miss whipping up a batch and actually having people comment on them even if half the time I believe the folks are lying. (issues! issues! issues!)
I'm tired.
Dean Winchester. Screencap from the episode before last? I believe. I don't think it's spoilery but then before I see an ep I think that all photos are spoilery.
( ... )
I have an image of Jensen and Danneel in a truck (Jensen's truck, I suppose but not really really since I don't know what it looks like). She's got a t-shirt and denim shorts on. Feet up on the dash. Hair down. No make up. Perhaps she's smoking. Probably. He's got a t-shirt and jeans on. Casual. Relaxed. Radio blaring. They're singing along. Loud, a little out of tune. Laughing. Happy. Being dorks.
this is the story I want
Jun. 21st, 2009 06:53 pmJensen falls in love with Sam. (Not an AU)
It's about a week into filming the pilot and they're breaking for lunch.
Jensen says, 'So, I'm kinda gay.'
Jared smiles, raises an eyebrow. 'Just, 'kinda'?
Jensen sighs, relieved. 'Okay. Mostly. 96 percent.'
'You seeing anyone?' Pauses before, 'Hey, I thought you had a girlfriend.'
'Nah, there's just a girl who's a friend. And no. Not seeing anyone.'
* * *
'You look, I dunno ... You look smitten, Jensen.' Jared teases.
Jensen smiles. Walks away without saying anything.
Jared catches up, puts his hand on Jensen's shoulder stopping him. 'There a new guy?' He asks.
'No. Er, well there is someone but I don't think he knows I'm alive.'
'That can't be true. Tell me about him.'
'He's perfect, Jared. Tall, strong and beautiful with an old soul.'
'He gotta name? A job?'
'Sam. He uh, he hunts.'
Jared stares at Jensen, not sure if he's hearing what he's hearing. Waiting for the punchline.
'I'm going to my trailer,' Jensen says after Jared doesn't say anything. 'I'll see you later?'
'Yeah. Yeah. Of course.'
* * *
It's about a month later when Jensen brings up Sam again.
'Dude. You should've seen Sam today he was amazing.'
Jared laughs. 'I know, I was there.'
Jensen cocks his head to the side. 'You were? Why didn't you come say, "Hi."?'
'Are you all right?'
'Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?'
'Jensen? You do know that I'm Sam, right? I mean that I play Sam just like you play Dean.'
'No. Sam is Sam and you're Jared.'
'Yes, but I'm also Sam. You're Jensen and Dean. I'm Jared and Sam.'
'You like him, don't you?'
'Like who?'
'Sam!'
'I uh, I don't hate myself.'
'You want him to like you and not me. You're not even gay!'
'Jensen! Listen to me. I AM Sam.'
'No, you're an asshole.'
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Someone write that for me, okay? But you know, better and more details and more plot! I don't know how it reads up there but in my head it's a little bit sad. Kind of twisted and slow. Clearly, Jensen is a tad bit delusional. He understands that he's Jensen and Dean but when it comes to Sam and Jared they're two totally completely separate people and he doesn't pay attention to the fact that he's never seen the two of them together. And he falls in love with Sam. 'Course he can never be with Sam, obviously.
Please. It could be a good story. *encourages someone ... anyone*
It's about a week into filming the pilot and they're breaking for lunch.
Jensen says, 'So, I'm kinda gay.'
Jared smiles, raises an eyebrow. 'Just, 'kinda'?
Jensen sighs, relieved. 'Okay. Mostly. 96 percent.'
'You seeing anyone?' Pauses before, 'Hey, I thought you had a girlfriend.'
'Nah, there's just a girl who's a friend. And no. Not seeing anyone.'
* * *
'You look, I dunno ... You look smitten, Jensen.' Jared teases.
Jensen smiles. Walks away without saying anything.
Jared catches up, puts his hand on Jensen's shoulder stopping him. 'There a new guy?' He asks.
'No. Er, well there is someone but I don't think he knows I'm alive.'
'That can't be true. Tell me about him.'
'He's perfect, Jared. Tall, strong and beautiful with an old soul.'
'He gotta name? A job?'
'Sam. He uh, he hunts.'
Jared stares at Jensen, not sure if he's hearing what he's hearing. Waiting for the punchline.
'I'm going to my trailer,' Jensen says after Jared doesn't say anything. 'I'll see you later?'
'Yeah. Yeah. Of course.'
* * *
It's about a month later when Jensen brings up Sam again.
'Dude. You should've seen Sam today he was amazing.'
Jared laughs. 'I know, I was there.'
Jensen cocks his head to the side. 'You were? Why didn't you come say, "Hi."?'
'Are you all right?'
'Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?'
'Jensen? You do know that I'm Sam, right? I mean that I play Sam just like you play Dean.'
'No. Sam is Sam and you're Jared.'
'Yes, but I'm also Sam. You're Jensen and Dean. I'm Jared and Sam.'
'You like him, don't you?'
'Like who?'
'Sam!'
'I uh, I don't hate myself.'
'You want him to like you and not me. You're not even gay!'
'Jensen! Listen to me. I AM Sam.'
'No, you're an asshole.'
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Someone write that for me, okay? But you know, better and more details and more plot! I don't know how it reads up there but in my head it's a little bit sad. Kind of twisted and slow. Clearly, Jensen is a tad bit delusional. He understands that he's Jensen and Dean but when it comes to Sam and Jared they're two totally completely separate people and he doesn't pay attention to the fact that he's never seen the two of them together. And he falls in love with Sam. 'Course he can never be with Sam, obviously.
Please. It could be a good story. *encourages someone ... anyone*
Sam/Dean : drabble
Dec. 5th, 2008 06:38 pmTitle: n/a
Rating: PG
Pairing: Sam and Dean with mention of Dean/Ruby and future Sam/Dean
Warnings: I didn't use proper puncutation and also there are spoilers for I Know What You Did Last Summer.
Disclaimer: I'm not Eric Kripke.
Sam asks. Where were you?
Dean shrugs. Out.
Sam sighs. You get her name this time?
Dean hesitates. No.
Sam stands, faces him. Dean.
Dean avoids eye contact. What?
Sam breathes deep. I know you were with her.
Dean blinks. Who?
Sam steps closer. Ruby.
Dean steps back. I ... It wasn't like that Sam.
Sam smirks. No, Dean. It was exactly like that.
Dean stands still. How?
Sam tells him. Ruby, she can't lie to me. So was it good Dean? Was it just like my story? Everything you imagined it'd be?
Dean wants to lie. Yes. But I'd rather ...
Sam's so close now. Rather what Dean?
Dean looks up, smiles. Know your side.
Rating: PG
Pairing: Sam and Dean with mention of Dean/Ruby and future Sam/Dean
Warnings: I didn't use proper puncutation and also there are spoilers for I Know What You Did Last Summer.
Disclaimer: I'm not Eric Kripke.
Sam asks. Where were you?
Dean shrugs. Out.
Sam sighs. You get her name this time?
Dean hesitates. No.
Sam stands, faces him. Dean.
Dean avoids eye contact. What?
Sam breathes deep. I know you were with her.
Dean blinks. Who?
Sam steps closer. Ruby.
Dean steps back. I ... It wasn't like that Sam.
Sam smirks. No, Dean. It was exactly like that.
Dean stands still. How?
Sam tells him. Ruby, she can't lie to me. So was it good Dean? Was it just like my story? Everything you imagined it'd be?
Dean wants to lie. Yes. But I'd rather ...
Sam's so close now. Rather what Dean?
Dean looks up, smiles. Know your side.
Job 3:25,26 - For the thing I greatly feared has come upon me. And what I dreaded has happened to me. I am not at ease, nor am I quiet; I have no rest, for trouble comes.
Mitch Hedberg: That would be cool if you lived with a monster you'd never get hiccups.
God: Angels are not dicks.
...sorry. But that's not going to get old for me anytime soon.
Uhm. Ehh. I like Sam's face.
And I'd really like to know what the deal is with Dean - if freakin' GOD is telling *angels*, "Hey, listen to the womanizing dick with extremely low self esteem." ... Boy's gotta have a little sumpin' sumpin', right?
Mitch Hedberg: That would be cool if you lived with a monster you'd never get hiccups.
God: Angels are not dicks.
...sorry. But that's not going to get old for me anytime soon.
Uhm. Ehh. I like Sam's face.
And I'd really like to know what the deal is with Dean - if freakin' GOD is telling *angels*, "Hey, listen to the womanizing dick with extremely low self esteem." ... Boy's gotta have a little sumpin' sumpin', right?
(no subject)
Sep. 24th, 2008 08:06 pmDean: Hey, Sam? Remember how I said that we should go to Hollywood and see if we could bang Lindsay Lohan?
Sam: You just got back from Hell and that's what's on your mind?
Dean: Have you met me? [pause] C'mon, we should totally go on a vacation, dude.
Sam: She's a lesbian, Dean.
Dean: I know!
Sam: ...
Dean: What? You look like a girl, you can butter her up.
Sam: [sighs]
...
Sam: You just got back from Hell and that's what's on your mind?
Dean: Have you met me? [pause] C'mon, we should totally go on a vacation, dude.
Sam: She's a lesbian, Dean.
Dean: I know!
Sam: ...
Dean: What? You look like a girl, you can butter her up.
Sam: [sighs]
...
Questions about S4 (Supernatural)
May. 28th, 2008 10:19 pmWhen Dean comes back from Hell will he have a new haircut?
Will Dean and Ruby eventually bump uglies behind a dumpster?
Will Sam say those words to Dean?
Will Dean and Ruby eventually bump uglies behind a dumpster?
But I want you to know I did save you. Not when it counted, of course, but ... after that. Every night after that. I'd see it all again ... do something different. Faster or more clever, you know? Dozens of times, lots of different ways ... Every night I save you.
Will Sam say those words to Dean?
artistic talent certainly runs in that family.
Remember when Dean said...
Feb. 9th, 2008 06:35 pmDean: You know, when we were little-- you couldn't been more than 5 -- you just started asking questions. How come we didn't have a mom? Why do we always have to move around? Where'd Dad go when he'd take off for days at a time? I remember I begged you-- "Quit asking, Sammy. Man, you don't want to know." [chuckles softly] I just wanted you to be a kid...Just for a little while longer. I always tried to protect you...Keep you safe...Dad didn't even need to tell me. It was just always my responsibility, you know? It's like I had one job... I had one job... [voice breaking] And I screwed it up. I blew it. And for that, I'm sorry. [wiping away the tears] I guess that's what I do. I let down the people I love. I let Dad down. And now I guess I'm just supposed to let you down, too. How can I? How am I supposed to live with that? [crying] What am I supposed to do? Sammy. God. [sniffles] What am I supposed to do? [inhales sharply] What am I supposed to do?!
Hell and icons
Feb. 4th, 2008 08:18 amI sort of want Dean to go to Hell just so that when I listen to I Just Got Back From Hell I can think of him. Okay, I already do but I want the picture to go with it.
* * *
I maded icons.
here
I just got back from hell
And I'm standing here alive
I know it's really hard to tell
Don't know how I survived
But I can't say I'm doin great
But I think I'm doin well
The devil's gonna have to wait
Cause I just got back from hell
Well, I just got back from hell
And I guess to tell the truth
Well, I've been mad at everyone, including God and you
When you can't find no one to blame you just blame yourself
And I know I'll never be the same
I just got back from hell
And I'm standing here alive
I know it's really hard to tell
Don't know how I survived
But I can't say I'm doin great
But I think I'm doin well
The devil's gonna have to wait
Cause I just got back from hell
Well, I just got back from hell
And I guess to tell the truth
Well, I've been mad at everyone, including God and you
When you can't find no one to blame you just blame yourself
And I know I'll never be the same
I just got back from hell
* * *
I maded icons.
here
grr. guilt. fudge
Dec. 16th, 2007 06:17 pm- His. Name. Is. DEAN [Winchester]. Maybe sometimes Dean, but only rarely. The occasional PookyWookyBear. But never ever fucking "De". Grr. Argh.
- small cut. wasn't reading your journal. you weren't updating.
- *ignores feelings of guilt*
- *goes to make fudge*
- small cut. wasn't reading your journal. you weren't updating.
- *ignores feelings of guilt*
- *goes to make fudge*
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rustydog]
Youtube: This kitten from Canada can marry her lesbian life partner but this American kitten isn't going to burn in hell.
(maybe one of the best quotes ever)
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re: Dean's minibust
Well, now that it's been pointed out, I can totally see the resembalance.
* * *
Last night there was a promo for the upcoming episode of Supernatural. ( This is what I thought )
You know you were thinking the same thing.
* * *
*waves to all the lurkers and stalkers* Hey ...
rustydog]Youtube: This kitten from Canada can marry her lesbian life partner but this American kitten isn't going to burn in hell.
(maybe one of the best quotes ever)
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americangrl69]re: Dean's minibust
From Powerstar: Leading the flesh-eating Wendigo away from his brother and his companions, Dean Winchester makes his debut as a collectible minibust! This hand-painted resin minibust, sculpted by Atomic Monkey, stands nearly 7” tall and captures Dean as he appeared in the “Wendigo” episode of the hit CW series Supernatural. This bust comes in a four-color box and is a limited hand-numbered edition. Photo is not the final product.
Well, now that it's been pointed out, I can totally see the resembalance.
* * *
Last night there was a promo for the upcoming episode of Supernatural. ( This is what I thought )
You know you were thinking the same thing.
* * *
*waves to all the lurkers and stalkers* Hey ...
Outside smoking (because someone hasn't quit yet)
This all said in good fun
My cousin: Brrr
Husband of cousin: Stop fucking complaining
My cousin: Watch your language
Husband of cousin: Stop complaining. That's all you do. :mimicks complaining:
My cousin: Get a divorce, try and find a new one ...
Husband: Why would I want another one?
My cousin: that doesn't complain.
Hahahaha. *ahem*
* * *
Sandwiches are delicious. I also bought Turtle ice cream, which I haven't had yet but I'm sure it's even more delicious.
* * *
Dean Winchester. Minibust.
( Ahahaha. I mean, wow that sure is some piece of work. )
This all said in good fun
My cousin: Brrr
Husband of cousin: Stop fucking complaining
My cousin: Watch your language
Husband of cousin: Stop complaining. That's all you do. :mimicks complaining:
My cousin: Get a divorce, try and find a new one ...
Husband: Why would I want another one?
My cousin: that doesn't complain.
Hahahaha. *ahem*
* * *
Sandwiches are delicious. I also bought Turtle ice cream, which I haven't had yet but I'm sure it's even more delicious.
* * *
Dean Winchester. Minibust.
( Ahahaha. I mean, wow that sure is some piece of work. )
