Supernatural 5x02

[certainthings]

I hases two questions about 5x02


"This isn't a hobby or an addiction. It's inside you now, this magic. You're responsible for it."

If Sam didn't need the feather and it was in him the whole time ... Why does he not have his mojo any more? I get that it took a lot out of him to kill Lilith but still, it should still be there. Shouldn't it?

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Dean knows that there is a hell.
Dean knows that there are demons.
Dean knows that there are angels.
Dean knows that Lucifer is out there looking for work.

And yet he doesn't believe in God. Using small words and hand puppets please explain this to me. I do not understand how he cannot believe in God.

Comments

[rl2hb.livejournal.com]

Regarding the first question, I had always assumed that Ruby meant the choices he made were all him, not due to demon blood clouding his judgement or anything like that.

As for Dean not believing in God - knowing all of the evil in the world, I think that he'd rather believe God doesn't exist than believe that he does and doesn't care enough or is unable to prevent some of the evils he's witnessed.

[rl2hb.livejournal.com]

And I spelled judgment wrong.... Oh well. :)