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[certainthings]

There are people who have filters. Filters for certain words that they don't want other people reading. I'm fortunate enough to be on a couple of them and every so often I think 'Hey, I should make one.' But I don't. Mostly because I'm lazy and also because it seems a lot of these filters have people that one can't trust all that much but who that person is (and it's different on each filter) is hard to pin down. No one is ever named Judas, because then it'd be real easy, eh?

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Jensen: Jared?
Jared: Hmm?
Jensen: I love you.
Jared: Uh. I love you, too?
Jensen: Convincing.
Jared: I just ... Why the sudden outburst?
Jensen: Wasn't sudden.

[because some people dislike "I love you's and more importantly Jared needs to be mentioned as much as possible]

ETA: And he's now in 6th place right behind Jensen or well, he's right behind him on the tag list, he's got a few more numbers to go before he's at least caught up.

Comments

[fiddleyoumust.livejournal.com]

So, was that whole Judas thing just in general or specific? There's nothing I love more than finding out someone's talking shit about me behind my back instead of just defriending me like an adult.

*sigh*

LJ is a bit like high school, no? I didn't like high school very much.

I'm feeling all bitter and angsty today about LJ, but I got you and Amanda and Rachel and even Charlee (though I kind of want to hit her right now) out of the deal. So, it isn't all bad.

Anyway. ILU. Try not to be sad because it makes me sad.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

General and specific. I just hear stories of "blah blah was leaked and that was said on my filterfilter." And maybe these people who have the filters have a good idea who the Judas might be - I don't know.

I didn't care for Highschool much either, though I did like it a lot more than Junior High.

[fiddleyoumust.livejournal.com]

Sometimes, I feel like making filters because I'd like to say stuff and not have to deal with the fall out from some people on my flist. I get annoyed and want to vent about a person now and again.

Then, I just think to myself maybe it's best not to say it at all if there's going to be fall out and so I don't. Or, when I'm feeling particularly grown up, I might even just go talk to whoever is bugging me.

I hate all this crap. I do. I do. A while ago, someone made me feel bad in one of my fandoms and I never felt the same way about it again after that. It just sucks. It sucks to have something that's supposed to make you happy turn around and make you feel like shit. You shouldn't be afraid to read your friends list.

Okay. I LOVE YOU, MICHELLE. That will never change.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

If ever you want to vent, rage or bitch. I'm here. *nods* Even if it's about me.

It sucks to have something that's supposed to make you happy turn around and make you feel like shit.

AMEN! And that is why I'm not letting all this wank shit get to me because other wise I'd be a big sobbing mess.