this is the story I want

Jensen falls in love with Sam. (Not an AU)


It's about a week into filming the pilot and they're breaking for lunch.

Jensen says, 'So, I'm kinda gay.'
Jared smiles, raises an eyebrow. 'Just, 'kinda'?
Jensen sighs, relieved. 'Okay. Mostly. 96 percent.'
'You seeing anyone?' Pauses before, 'Hey, I thought you had a girlfriend.'
'Nah, there's just a girl who's a friend. And no. Not seeing anyone.'


* * *

'You look, I dunno ... You look smitten, Jensen.' Jared teases.
Jensen smiles. Walks away without saying anything.
Jared catches up, puts his hand on Jensen's shoulder stopping him. 'There a new guy?' He asks.
'No. Er, well there is someone but I don't think he knows I'm alive.'
'That can't be true. Tell me about him.'
'He's perfect, Jared. Tall, strong and beautiful with an old soul.'
'He gotta name? A job?'
'Sam. He uh, he hunts.'
Jared stares at Jensen, not sure if he's hearing what he's hearing. Waiting for the punchline.
'I'm going to my trailer,' Jensen says after Jared doesn't say anything. 'I'll see you later?'
'Yeah. Yeah. Of course.'

* * *

It's about a month later when Jensen brings up Sam again.

'Dude. You should've seen Sam today he was amazing.'
Jared laughs. 'I know, I was there.'
Jensen cocks his head to the side. 'You were? Why didn't you come say, "Hi."?'
'Are you all right?'
'Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?'
'Jensen? You do know that I'm Sam, right? I mean that I play Sam just like you play Dean.'
'No. Sam is Sam and you're Jared.'
'Yes, but I'm also Sam. You're Jensen and Dean. I'm Jared and Sam.'
'You like him, don't you?'
'Like who?'
'Sam!'
'I uh, I don't hate myself.'
'You want him to like you and not me. You're not even gay!'
'Jensen! Listen to me. I AM Sam.'
'No, you're an asshole.'

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Someone write that for me, okay? But you know, better and more details and more plot! I don't know how it reads up there but in my head it's a little bit sad. Kind of twisted and slow. Clearly, Jensen is a tad bit delusional. He understands that he's Jensen and Dean but when it comes to Sam and Jared they're two totally completely separate people and he doesn't pay attention to the fact that he's never seen the two of them together. And he falls in love with Sam. 'Course he can never be with Sam, obviously.

Please. It could be a good story. *encourages someone ... anyone*