schmeta

[certainthings]

I don't read a lot of meta when it comes to Supernatural or any show really because, wow, it's really wordy (most of the time). And who has the time for that? And thinky thought words at that too. Ouch. Plus, the few times when I do read it, it always seems to be about how Shiny and Perfect Dean Winchester is and booo to that shit. But then there are times when I wish I had the words and thinky thoughts to write meta and have people read it and say, 'Ahhh' in an Eddie Izzard type voice but I hardly ever do. Then again, I do love looking for the Buffy Quote that fits the scene. The homage to Buffy that was done and how Buffy did it so much better. Because I am a biased bitch.

I read some meta the other and it was All About Dean. There are spoilers for 5x01 under the cut but nothing beyond that.

I don't remember where the meta was and I don't remember much of what I read other than how it was about Dean being Angry and how was Right to be Angry. Which, okay. Maybe he's allowed to be a bit angry but I really fucking hope that we learn that a lot of his anger towards Sam is actually directed at himself. He is aware that he (Mr Pefect 'Pin a Gold Ribbon on His Chest' Wincester) helped start the apocolypse, right? Seriously, I'm asking. I have a vague memory of Zachariah? Some other angel? A demon? telling him that his breaking the seal down in hell was what got the ball rolling.

If Dean (and/or Castiel and/or Bobby) are just all on board with Blaming Sam and pointing fingers at him and shitting on him ... I'm going to be really fucking pissed.

My hope for this season is that Castiel plays along with Dean and Sam but secretly he's kind of evil. We learn that him (Castiel) and Ruby were lovers and they were both playing Sam and Dean. They both wanted Lucifer to rise and now that he's all risen Castiel's mission is to seek revenge (on Deaaaaaan mostly) for killing his girl.

*crosses fingers*

- please don't spoil me for any upcoming eps.

Comments

[gwendolynmstacy.livejournal.com]

OH. OH.

If Dean (and/or Castiel and/or Bobby) are just all on board with Blaming Sam and pointing fingers at him and shitting on him ... I'm going to be really fucking pissed.

Me too, but I think you know this because yeah okay fine Dean can be angry whatever but, but my main issue with 5.01 was how, like, people were offhandedly blaming Sam over it. Dude, I'm sorry, they both hand a hand in it and that includes Dean starting it because IMO in "Head on a Pin" at the end is when (good ole buddy *rolls eyes*) Castiel tells/confirms for him that he started it.

And yes, I too wish he were kind of evil. I seem to like some better that way. But even if he was I probably would not like him better, might get him brownie points, but I still won't like him better.

Your box is gooooooing towards you *thumbs up. &hearts *

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

It just doesn't make any sense to me that Dean's not feeling responsible at all, I mean he doesn't even look like he feels guilty at all and usually Dean looks guilty for things he has or had no control over but this? He had control. Yanno?

\o/ \o/

[gwendolynmstacy.livejournal.com]

I knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. It's just like, 'fuck it, angels are helping me so I must be right; or some variation of that and whatnot. He also had no problem going to kill Lilith neways too, so I reiterate, wtf, man?

\o/ *g*

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Oh and yeah, me too. I won't like Castiel better but his over all being aroundness would be more acceptable and tolerated if he's evil.

[gwendolynmstacy.livejournal.com]

This true at least then there would be a plausible reason as to why I dislike his face and at least if he were I could feel somewhat neutral about it all. Or at least tolerate him because during this ep I was seething.