I think maybe that Dean just wanted something to blame for his mother's death. He didn't know exactly what to do. He was just a little kid, but he took up John's crusade because he didn't have anything else. The demon!him was saying things that were burying in his subconscious. Things maybe Dean doesn't even believe on a regular day. He took John's coat and John's car and John's music because he really did believe he was a superhero.
It's not that John was such a horrible father, he just didn't know what to do on his own with two kids and finding out there are things out there that he knows nothing about and can't protect anyone from. I don't know. I have conflicting John opinions on any given day. Today I happen to like him.
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Date: 2008-02-10 04:12 am (UTC)He took John's coat and John's car and John's music because he really did believe he was a superhero.
It's not that John was such a horrible father, he just didn't know what to do on his own with two kids and finding out there are things out there that he knows nothing about and can't protect anyone from.
I don't know. I have conflicting John opinions on any given day. Today I happen to like him.