My mother never wanted me, period. I was an accident. A mistake she's never able to get over, because it's changed her life so drastically. This has influenced my entire childhood, till this day even. I feel unwanted. I know I'm unwanted. By her. Thankfully I've found love in my life and my dad loves me to bits, so that helps, but there's still this big gaping hole that I need to fill.
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winterfish
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Date: 2011-04-27 10:32 pm (UTC)I was an accident. A mistake she's never able to get over, because it's changed her life so drastically.
This has influenced my entire childhood, till this day even.
I feel unwanted. I know I'm unwanted. By her.
Thankfully I've found love in my life and my dad loves me to bits, so that helps, but there's still this big gaping hole that I need to fill.
Anyways, great post!