I had plans to read a book and maybe watch a movie this evening but yeah, no. All I've done is read Derek/Stiles porn. Nnnnngh. Oh, sweet Jesus! I love them so much.

The growly (slightly) older werewolf in love and lust with the dorky high school boy? "It's rather poetic. In a maudlin sort of way."

I just want to roll around in all the porny Derek/Stiles goodness and then maybe even read some of those PG13 types.

I even posted a prompt on the (at the?) Teen Wolf Kink Meme (even though it's not that kinky at all) ... I've never posted a prompt on the SPN one.

What I'm driving at is. I don't wanna go to bed! I don't want to get up for work tomorrow! I just want to read all the shiny fanfiction. /whines.

Angel: Buffy, you know, I'm still figuring things out. There's a lot I don't understand. But I do know it's important to keep fighting. I learned that from you.
Buffy: But we never...
Angel: We never win.
Buffy: Not completely.
Angel: We never will. That's not why we fight. We do it 'cause there's things worth fighting for.


Kate: My whole life has been about being a cop. If I'm not part of the force it's like nothing I do means anything.
Angel: It doesn't.
Kate: Doesn't what?
Angel: Mean anything. In the greater scheme or the big picture, nothing we do matters. There's no grand plan, no big win.
Kate: You seem kind of chipper about that.
Angel: Well, I guess I kinda worked it out. If there is no great glorious end to all this, if - nothing we do matters - then all that matters is what we do. 'Cause that's all there is. What we do, now, today - I fought for so long.  For redemption, for a reward - finally just to beat the other guy, but... I never got it.
Kate: And now you do?
Angel: Not all of it. All I wanna do is help. I wanna help because - I don't think people should suffer as they do. Because if there is no bigger meaning, then the smallest act of kindness - is the greatest thing in the world.


Angel: You're starting to feel it, aren't you? How close you are now ... to hell?
Spike: What if I am? Not like it's such a big, bleeding deal, is it? If a ponce like you could break out.
Angel: I never escaped from hell. All I got was a short reprieve. Not even sure how I managed that.
Spike: Oh, put your martyr away, Mahatma. Fred told me all about your great, shining prophecy. Pile up all your good deeds and get the big brass ring handed to you like everything else.
Angel: Except for one small catch. The prophecy's a bunch of bull. They all are. Nothing's written in stone or fated to happen, Spike. You save the world, you end up running an evil law firm.
Spike: Or playin' Casper with one foot in the fryer.
Angel: You think any of it matters? The things we did? The lives we destroyed - that's all that's ever gonna count. So, yeah, surprise. You're going to hell. We both are.
Spike: Then why even bother? Try to do the right thing, make a difference...
Angel: What else are we gonna do?
Spike: So that's it, then. I really am going to burn.
Angel: Welcome to the club.


Angel: Look, if you separate yourself from the ones you love, the monster wins.

Supernatural 4x21 When the Levee Breaks


Bottom line is, even if you see 'em coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are.

Supernatural 4.x13 After School Special

[btvs]

Coach Harrold: Alright, it's raining, all regular gym classes have been postponed, so you know what that means: dodgeball! Now, for those of you that may have forgotten, the rules are as follows: you dodge.

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[song]

Corky and the Juice Pigs:
One day I wanna be like him
Janitor, Janitor
Masturbating as I clean the gym
Janitor, Janitor
I think it must be a really nice life
Cleaning your nails with a hunting knife
Being stained yellow, the rest of your life.
Janitor, Janitor

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Colin Ford is amazing and clearly the best actor on the show. I thought that Young!Dean was going to make me want to bash my head against the wall but he wasn't too bad. Not my favourite but yeah.

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Sam was supposed to say, "Yeah. Yeah, I am." after he was asked, 'Are you happy?' He wasn't supposed to look like he was going to cry. *shakes fist*

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I liked the ep.

Oh, thank God.

So far all the bodies have been possessed against their will/ without them knowing about it. This is what we've seen. A while back I read that Ruby's body was in a coma. And I couldn't understand how people could be Okay and Fine and Happily Shipping Sam sleeping with some girl who was in a coma. I just ... I couldn't understand it and I couldn't get behind it. Which bothered me a lot because I WANTED to ship Sam and Ruby together. I think they'd make a fantastic looking couple but I couldn't. Because. Ew.

However, if Ruby is the only one in there ... I can be okay with that. I can ship it and not feel all 31 flavours of guilty. Part of me still thinks that it's a little bit icky but not chock-full of rapey ickyness.

:sighs: :makes a hundred ... a handful Ruby/Sam icons:

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I'm kind of hoping that Castiel pretends to have a really bad fake German or Russian accent and says, "Just kidding. I make joke." at the beginning of the next episode.

I liked that Sam talked to Dean and told him things. I LOVED that when we saw flashback!Sam he was wearing the Hoodie of Emo. And I liked this drunk!Sam a lot more than the one in Playthings.

Next week Dean should talk to Sam. Maybe they could both be on Dr. Phil. I bet he'd be able to straighten their asses out.

Angel Hearing Girl's eyes were really really shiny.

[next week] I don't want to see Dean having sex. I don't. If we didn't get to see a fully shirtless Sam in THIS ep, I don't think it's fair that we get to see (might get to see?) a fully shirtless Dean in the next one. Dammit.[/next week]

Denis Leary: Hey, I got two words for you, ok. Jim Fix. Remember Jim Fix? The big famous jogging guy? Jogged fifteen miles a day. Did a jogging book. Did a jogging video. Dropped out of a heart attack when? When he was fucking jogging, that's when!

Buffy: I've got a way around it. I quit!
Angel: It's not that simple.
Buffy: I'm making it that simple! I quit! I resign, I-I'm fired, you can find someone else to stop the Master from taking over!

Buffy: What do you mean? You can read, like, three languages.
Giles: Five, actually, on a normal day.

Dawn: Lesson one: it's always real.

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I liked it. I liked it quite a lot.

I liked Dean saying that he's annoying because he really is. And it's nice to know that Sam's as gassy as Jared.

HAI BOBBY.

Them reanacting the ghost's death made me all sad in the face. Why am I getting so SAD over the deaths of the monsters? :el sigho:

The boys looked RILLY good at the end there.

Uhm ... Jensen's sweat stains aren't as attractive as Jared's.

Supernatural 4x05 Monster Movie


Willow:
This isn't sharing. This isn't connecting. It's the pleasure principle! That's right, I've got your number, Id Boy. Only thing you're thinking about is how long before you can jump on my bones!

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Eddie Izzard:
"Officer, there’s a nutter in the park!"
"Oh, it’s a low-power vampire, they’re no bother this time of year. Be in bed by nightfall…"

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I liked. I liked a lot.

SAM ATE!!!! Biting. Chewing. Swallowing. *flails*

'Cept there was the second scene in the bar where we just see Sam chewing which was okay but uh, he seemed to be chewing for a really RILLY long time. I began to think that he was actually chewing on his tongue. Bah.

I enjoyed this Shapeshifter. I got a little, just a tiny bit teary eyed when he was dying at the end there and I said outloud to him, 'I like you.' because yes I am one of those types who talks to the tv. :p

He was just so adorable and over dramatic but mostly I fucking LOVED LOVED LOOOOOOVED that he punched Dean in the FAAAAAAACE for using that stupid fucking annoying "Batman" voice. OKay, so he didn't punch Dean for that but I like to pretend that he did.

When Sam came to rescue Dean I got all essited that Dracula was going to push Sam against the wall and try and bite him because HOT but then no he started beating up Dean again which was fantastic because Dean started with that voice again and IT NEEDS TO STOP because I'm fairly sure that I'm not the only one who's cheese is being grated and goat is being gotten by that *voice*.

PLEASE TO BE TALKING LIKE A NORMAL PERSON DEAN WINCHESTER!

When Dean comes back from Hell will he have a new haircut?

Will Dean and Ruby eventually bump uglies behind a dumpster?

But I want you to know I did save you. Not when it counted, of course, but ... after that. Every night after that. I'd see it all again ... do something different. Faster or more clever, you know? Dozens of times, lots of different ways ... Every night I save you.

Will Sam say those words to Dean?

Anya: For God's sakes, Andrew. You've been in here for 30 minutes. What are you doing?
Andrew: Entertaining and educating.
Anya: Why can't you just masturbate like the rest of us?

Sam's big gay love for Dean is what's going to save him, yeah? That was the message we were supposed to pick up, right?