this is the story I want

[certainthings]

Jensen falls in love with Sam. (Not an AU)


It's about a week into filming the pilot and they're breaking for lunch.

Jensen says, 'So, I'm kinda gay.'
Jared smiles, raises an eyebrow. 'Just, 'kinda'?
Jensen sighs, relieved. 'Okay. Mostly. 96 percent.'
'You seeing anyone?' Pauses before, 'Hey, I thought you had a girlfriend.'
'Nah, there's just a girl who's a friend. And no. Not seeing anyone.'


* * *

'You look, I dunno ... You look smitten, Jensen.' Jared teases.
Jensen smiles. Walks away without saying anything.
Jared catches up, puts his hand on Jensen's shoulder stopping him. 'There a new guy?' He asks.
'No. Er, well there is someone but I don't think he knows I'm alive.'
'That can't be true. Tell me about him.'
'He's perfect, Jared. Tall, strong and beautiful with an old soul.'
'He gotta name? A job?'
'Sam. He uh, he hunts.'
Jared stares at Jensen, not sure if he's hearing what he's hearing. Waiting for the punchline.
'I'm going to my trailer,' Jensen says after Jared doesn't say anything. 'I'll see you later?'
'Yeah. Yeah. Of course.'

* * *

It's about a month later when Jensen brings up Sam again.

'Dude. You should've seen Sam today he was amazing.'
Jared laughs. 'I know, I was there.'
Jensen cocks his head to the side. 'You were? Why didn't you come say, "Hi."?'
'Are you all right?'
'Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?'
'Jensen? You do know that I'm Sam, right? I mean that I play Sam just like you play Dean.'
'No. Sam is Sam and you're Jared.'
'Yes, but I'm also Sam. You're Jensen and Dean. I'm Jared and Sam.'
'You like him, don't you?'
'Like who?'
'Sam!'
'I uh, I don't hate myself.'
'You want him to like you and not me. You're not even gay!'
'Jensen! Listen to me. I AM Sam.'
'No, you're an asshole.'

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Someone write that for me, okay? But you know, better and more details and more plot! I don't know how it reads up there but in my head it's a little bit sad. Kind of twisted and slow. Clearly, Jensen is a tad bit delusional. He understands that he's Jensen and Dean but when it comes to Sam and Jared they're two totally completely separate people and he doesn't pay attention to the fact that he's never seen the two of them together. And he falls in love with Sam. 'Course he can never be with Sam, obviously.

Please. It could be a good story. *encourages someone ... anyone*

Comments

[cloex-brosluvr.livejournal.com]

LOL!

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Hmm.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

[gwendolynmstacy.livejournal.com]

This makes me think Jensen is a crazypants and probably thinks he (most likely Jared) would have Multiple Personality or Dissociative Identity issues. Either way, funny, but the over all outcome is still sad-ish.

...but...

'You want him to like you and not me. You're not even gay!'
'Jensen! Listen to me. I AM Sam.'
'No, you're an asshole.'


LOL!

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

:)

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Nah.

[goodnight.livejournal.com]

AHAHA THIS NEEDS TO HAPPEN

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

I think so.

[lembeau.livejournal.com]

I kinda love the idea for this. Omg, how would Jensen survive the second to last ep of S2?

I agree, this fic needs to happen.

*loves your brain*

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Huh, I hadn't thought that far ahead. I've no idea how he'd survive/react to that.

Right? It could be an awesome fic.

[lembeau.livejournal.com]

Or reacting to Heart, eh? He'd be jealous but then happy for and then heartbroken for and because of Sam.

Man, it would be an amazing fic. I hope you find a taker.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

I'm hoping for that too.

[enablelove.livejournal.com]

oh my heart is already breaking a little ♥

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Someone should write this, right?

[enablelove.livejournal.com]

as long as it ends happily, YES.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

I don't know that it would, I don't want it to end unhappily but yeah.

[enablelove.livejournal.com]

Jared would find some way to explain, and they'd roleplay?

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

That could work

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

I found this whole exchange a little sad and pretty heartbreaking. clearly jensen has lost some of the marbles from his head.

...but i would like to see a happy ending for him.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

In my mind it's all very sad and awkward and uncomfortable and such.

[slashgoddess.livejournal.com]

i am laughing with a broken heart =(
i think it's going be to a very sad story.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

I think that it would be that type of story.

[slashgoddess.livejournal.com]

come and see if anyone picks this up...
if not
maybe you should start writing

[kalimai.livejournal.com]

It's breaking my heart woman. Because I can see Jensen losing touch with the real world more and more and there would be no happy ending! I don't want to read a story that sad! Don't do this to me!

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Hahaha. Thanks. But from the looks of it you don't have to worry about reading such a story.

[clubinthesky.livejournal.com]

'No, you're an asshole.' hahaha i had to laugh for five minutes cos i could totally hear Jensen say that. Oh man, i like this plot, someone write this!!

[clubinthesky.livejournal.com]

Wait, does that mean that they're gonna, you know, ROLEPLAY? On Jared's part, i mean. maybe for REHEARSAL, Jensen will convince Jared to be Sam and he'll just be Jensen and then Jared would have this funny look on his face and.. *trails off*

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

In my head no. It's all about Jensen's falling in love with Sam and maybe going over the deep end a bit.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Someone should write it. Totally.

[masterofmercury.livejournal.com]

Nice. Although...

My brain keeps saying: WRITE SAM (OC HUNKY DUDE WHO HUNTS) WITH JENSEN. EEEEE!

*coughs* 'coz that would totally ensue jealous!sex between Jared & Jensen, with Jared wearing Sam's costume and saying forcefully while he fucks Jen into the mattress that "I'm the SAM you want, not that jerk." or something similar. *nods*

Clearly, I'm in the mood for smut, and not angst. :S

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

That would be good but yeah, very different.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

*sadfaces with you*

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

:hugs you:

[giantlovetingle.livejournal.com]

Oh, Jensen. ♥

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

:)