certainthings: (Loveseat)
certainthings ([personal profile] certainthings) wrote2008-11-17 08:30 pm

I like lies

Sometimes Jared will just write a simple, "I love you." on a piece of paper and post it on the fridge where Jensen will see it. But sometimes he'll write out whole poems. Sometimes funny. Sometimes so syrupy sweet that Jensen will get a cavity just reading it. They never talk about them. Jared's never asked what Jensen thought of one or if a certain line made him smile and laugh. Jensen never tells Jared how much he loves them. But Jensen is keeping them. Saving them in a shoebox. There's a few where the paper is so worn from Jensen reading them over and over again.

[identity profile] certainthings.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
They don't fight often and it's never (not yet) been anything major. But sometimes Jared will hurt Jensen's feelings and vice versa and Jensen will stomp off because the boy does like to make a statement. And he'll sit down with his box and remind himself that Jared does love him. Meanwhile Jared will go out back and play with the dogs for awhile if the weather is nice or he'll go work out in his gym. Then he'll write out a poem for Jensen. He'll put it away, saving it for the next morning.

Then he'll go into the kitchen and wait around because he knows that Jensen's going to wind up there eventually and when he does Jared will smile. Jensen will grunt. Jared will say he's sorry. Jensen will smile. Jared will kiss him. Jensen will say he's sorry also and ask how it is he fell in love with such a big fucker. And Jared will press his forehead against Jensen's and say it's because he's so lucky.

[identity profile] lemmealone.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
OH YES THIS EXACTLY THIS. *starry eyes*

[identity profile] certainthings.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
Right? It's like I know them! :p

[identity profile] not-sally.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
God yes, exactly like this.

[identity profile] certainthings.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee.

[identity profile] pippilottah.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
Yes! Your lies are the best lies!

[identity profile] certainthings.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I win.
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[identity profile] certainthings.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay me.