a drabble? a poem? thoughts in point form.

[certainthings]

Title: It's Been
Characters: Sam, Dean, others [gen]
Rating: G
Disclaimer: If you think I own them, you're an idiot.
AN: Contains a casting spoiler. The one that's been going around for awhile now. No other spoilers though.


It's been ...

Three months and Dean's still in hell.
- The pain is something one can never get used to.
- Given enough time one can get used to anything.
- Time heals all wounds.
- He's got nothing but time.

Three months and Sam's going through the motions.
- He eats. He sleeps. He exists. Barely.
- He's almost given up, almost.
- "As long as one heart still holds on then hope is never really gone."
- "What is Hell but the total absence of hope?"
- He can't give up.

Three months and Bobby's barely keeping it all together.
- He's tried to find a loop hole.
- He's phoned and emailed and faxed all his contacts.
- Some he hasn't spoken to in years. They all tell him the same thing.
- There's nothing.
- He hasn't told Sam yet.

Three months and Ruby's dragged back down.
- Or maybe she's just skipped town.
- She'd been ignoring Sam for weeks.
- Maybe she's scared. Maybe she's bored.
- There's always a maybe. Either way, she's gone.
- Sam doesn't care if she comes back. She was useless.

Four months and Sam's eyes flash black.
- Dean's not coming out, he's sure of that now.
- He's going in, this he's positive of.
- Bobby's afraid. For him or of him, he isn't sure.
- It'll be okay soon.

Comments

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Dude, that's awesome.

[pippilottah.livejournal.com]

It really is. Normally I'd get 180-190 but my contract for July is sort of weird so yay for that.

How's your morning?

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

So far it's okay. The two kids that I look after (the older ones) are up island visiting their grandparents for the next two weeks. So, I've got time off from them. And the 4 year old is spending today with his dad (he spent the majority of last week with him also) ... and the time off is all very nice and all, but dammit. I NEED the money. I wants the money.

I got a whole $60.50 in the mail today ... so that's sorta nice, but I'd like more. *nods*

[pippilottah.livejournal.com]

I can understand that.

Why are you getting money in the mail?

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

It's a GST/HST thingy. (tax thing) Every four (I think it's four) months the government gives us poor folks back some money for taxes. How much one gets depends on the person's income. I'm not sure how they work it out. Last time I got a cheque it was for $58 something.

There's boring information about it here.
http://www.servicecanada.gc.ca/en/goc/gst_credit.shtml

[pippilottah.livejournal.com]

Ah. I want money back in taxes, too. When I look at my payslip, I almost cry because taxes are so stupid.
ooh, there's a rainbow right outside my window, I'll go find the pot of gold at the end of it, brb.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Hahaha. Any luck?

[pippilottah.livejournal.com]

Nah, I gave up when I realized I probably needed to put on shoes.

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

Heh.

I'm watching Vacancy right now. I think I like it.

[pippilottah.livejournal.com]

A movie? Tv show?

[certainthings.livejournal.com]

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0452702/

That.

[pippilottah.livejournal.com]

Ah.